Frustrated

My new start at the language-school wasn't really good.
The first days were nice, just some repeating. But on Thursday Karen did a written test with me and two other students. And compared to those two I was really bad. I don't know why, usually I don't take it that serious, but this time, I was really frustrated. Before everything was so easy and good, but this really got my down. But it also motivated me to work on the things who are not that good.
The next day, Friday, yesterday, Karen asked me some questions just to make me talk and that she can hear where my weaknesses are.
So I just talked, once in a while Karen took some notes, and I felt quite good and secure. But then she told me everything that's wrong and what's not good in my language. And that really knocked me out. Of course this is just to make me better, I know that, but I was really down then. And she felt that. I felt stupid, unable and - I admit - I felt like crying (but I'm a man, and men don't cry... (at least not in public)).
But Karen was really nice then. We talked about it and she encouraged me, but also tod me clearly that I'd have to worl on it.

I just came back from playing football, and I really spent me (doen't mean much), and I have to say that this was good for me. I feel better now and I'm motivated to learn again.
But although thanks a lot for praying for it!